Random musings of an absolutely free mind-Part Whatever

Ok so the time is 3 am ..Have nothing to do. Am bored of cribbing and writing memoirs for friends. So back to my own space on cyberspace.
Just wondering do I make up 0.00000000000000001% of the entire cyberspace. Wow that makes one feel so small does'nt it. But are we significant. Well from the head count of the people reading my blog, I certainly don't think so, but WHATEVA, I am significant in my own eyes.
So I had another GD and cleared it again only for the same story to be repeated. I positively screwed the interview and even the K-series Doyens don't want me. Well atleast my 80 year old institution has just begun opening its otherwise folded hands to me. Good sign, may be ; may be not. May be the wind is just guiding my sail towards my ultimate destiny. Or may be I am just talking like a sore loser. May be I am not a loser, may be others are winners. Just because others win, I don't loose, do I? In the pasrt few days , I have heard a lot that "You are good but may be this company does not fit you, may be the profile does not suit you". I sit back and contempalate after every interview and then say F*@# I&. Then I sit and post something on fb.
Now coming to the memoirs. I must admit , what i thought would be a dull drab activity has turned interesting. People have written good stuff about everyone . Ha A is so smart, he is a fin genius etc. and then my dear friend H writes that I am his dearest friend. Made my day.
I sat down and decided to make my own memoir. Will post that soon and the story I was writing is finally complete and guess what the ending is still sad. I don't know why I can't get Arun and Prachi to live happily ever after. May be I'll add another chapter. On the other hand may be I'll let destiny takes its course